Chapter 25 is posted (updated with DVD extra)

You can read it here.

Updated, 9/22:  I'm starting to sketch out a little of the next chapter.  Moving on from the last one is hard.  Click through for a deleted scene and some director's commentary.

Chapter 25 preview (updated x3)

Chapter 25 will be massive.  I was expecting a range of 15,000-20,000 words, but the section I intended as the set-up for the main story arc already clocks at 6,000 words -- about three times longer than I planned.  That would be enough for a stand-alone chapter, and I thought about posting it that way, but the whole thing ties together thematically, so I'm sticking to my original concept.

In the meantime, here's a small preview.  It won't spoil you on the main arc of the chapter, if you're worried about that kind of thing.  I picked it mainly because it's fairly self-contained, so don't infer too much about which characters show up and how the rest unfolds.  If this goes over well, I might do similar posts in the future, depending on timing and what I'm writing.

Update, 8/18: This chapter is huge. The length of a short novel. Some of the things you've probably been wanting for a long time kind of, sort of happen.  I think every character either appears or is name-checked, but it takes place in its own kind of bubble and is close to being a stand-alone story, the way Chapter 16 was. Is it bloated? Too shaggy? Kind of epic? I'll let you guys decide soon, almost definitely by the end of the month.  Very excited to finish it.

Update, 8/29:  Well, I spoke too soon. Had a night to myself last night for the first time in 10 days, so the new chapter won't post in August. Soon, though. Sorry for the false optimism.

Update, 9/4:  Chapter 25 is done.  I've mailed it in for posting.  32,543 words.  Insane.  Read it slowly, because I might need some recovery time.  I'll write a new post when it's online.

Chapter 24 is posted.

You can read it here.

And, FYI, you probably want to read it in private.  Just saying.

Chapter 23 is posted.

You can read it here.

This story doesn't end when you probably think it will end.

I wanted to explain a little bit about the structure of what I'm writing.  Somewhere around Chapter 10, the whole shape of this story came together in my head, and I've been pacing it pretty strictly according to that design.

A lot of people understandably seem to be under an impression that this is going to wrap up at the end of senior year.  Given the title and how invested I am in the setting, this would make sense.  That assumption would guide your expectations about when things fall into place, how much more is left to the story and how I'm pacing it.  But if this were in paperback, you'd be able to thumb ahead to see how many pages are left, maybe skim ahead for the dirty scenes, and have a summary on the back cover telling you what it's all about.

So it only seems fair to flag that the story won't end at graduation.  And while I'm getting closer to the kinds of scenes and sequences and plot developments that you'd expect, the heart of it won't come together until later, post-graduation chapters, which will involve almost every character who's had a line of dialogue.  And man, it's going to tie up.  There won't be a loose thread.

And now you may be thinking, "Jesus Christ, JPM, you're driving me fucking nuts.  It takes you 10 months to write one chapter, and now you're talking about shit happening years after college."  So, yeah, that's kind of lame of me, but I wanted to flag it now so that when we get to graduation and not everything is resolved, you don't think I was a tease.  It's part of the plan.  And hopefully we won't have another ten-month lull between updates.  I'm trying to be better.

If you're still rolling your eyes, trust me, this wasn't what I had in mind when I wrote the first chapter, back when I thought this would be kind of a gay "American Pie," only with a little more heart.  This has a life of its own now.

The good news is that Chapter 23 should be posted fairly soon.  It's kind of a stand-alone short story about one of the secondary characters.  Chapter 24 will end junior year.  Chapter 25 will be set in the summer of 2004 -- it's going to be long and pretty and is something I've been looking forward to writing for at least a year.  And then it'll be chapter 26, we'll be in senior year, and there will be consequences.

Last thing: Occasionally people seem to worry that this will have a tragic arc.  I'll just note that I hate how so many depictions of gay guys, even the good ones (Brokeback, A Single Man), seem to require one of the characters dying.  That's not my jam.  But I've already reassured you on this front.  If you worry that I'm setting up for something truly sad, just go back and re-read the first sentence of Part One.  It'll still be true at the end.

Chapter 22 is posted.

You can read it here.